Yes, I moved out of my marital home in 2015.
What happened, why did I move is another story and a long one. Well, domestic violence was one of the reasons.
We have kept terms mutual (well I did not ask anything - yes, anything at all)
I wanted to avoid going bitter out there at the court.
I thought it was over. Like I have moved on (no, not in the sense of finding a new partner). But the now my eyes take some time to glisten.
I thought I am strong. I am going to be able to face this.
But tada!
Somethings dont heal.
That hurt, inspite of giving more than myself to that person, his family. Rearing his child (yes, i know she is mine! dont you give me that shit piece of advise) on my own, answering all the eyes, their expressions everything, I still feel hurt whenever I talk to him.
I feel broken. No, this injury aint gonna heal. ever!
What happened, why did I move is another story and a long one. Well, domestic violence was one of the reasons.
We have kept terms mutual (well I did not ask anything - yes, anything at all)
I wanted to avoid going bitter out there at the court.
I thought it was over. Like I have moved on (no, not in the sense of finding a new partner). But the now my eyes take some time to glisten.
I thought I am strong. I am going to be able to face this.
But tada!
Somethings dont heal.
That hurt, inspite of giving more than myself to that person, his family. Rearing his child (yes, i know she is mine! dont you give me that shit piece of advise) on my own, answering all the eyes, their expressions everything, I still feel hurt whenever I talk to him.
I feel broken. No, this injury aint gonna heal. ever!
