Thursday, November 21, 2019

Attention / invite / urge to be included

It just happens that sometimes, you are not invited. You are not said a hello to.
You are talking to a person. That person royally ignores you or gives these mad signals that listen, get away. I don't like you. Or the person wants to act pricey when you are being simply modest and humble. Well, Sudha Murthy was not spared from this insult, why would I be ?
There are so many times when a person who think is great and at least pally to you does not invite you and you are cornered because you are standing in a group of people who all have been invited.
Sometimes, you are at a social gathering and you overhear another person simply telling the person on the phone that you are present in that gathering with a grin ! Well, there a lot of people who want to get all the attention and then complain that hey have to work to get the attention and then complain that they are getting that attention.
Yes, i find this to be unnatural to me.
Though having learnt management, marketing, social marketing, marketing myself or speaking in detail as to why am i important to the world around me or why am I good or why do i do what I do.
But then do I feel bad, when all this happens ? When someone else take credit for the good that i have been doing ? Or someone making a very small issue a very big issue.
May It is not me. And I should let these people be. And move away.
I am sure one day I am leading myself to a meditation lifetime retreat in the Himalayas. Expecting is not right !
Well, well, not bad !
Maybe I don't want to be included. oh alright !!!